Saturday, November 19, 2016

Dear Grace,
It didn't work quite as I had planned. I kinda kicked it to the side for now. We are waiting until after My Birthday to go at it again. This happens after Monday. We are driving to Aunt and Uncle on Thanksgiving Morning. nice 6 hour trip that will go very smoothly if we don't have a smoke before we get in the car. Leaving early enough might be quite helpful. Wish us luck! We really really want to kick this habit now so you don't ever have to know it in your bright future.
Love Mommy

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Dear Grace,

I am sitting on the front steps like I usually do except for I haven't smoked one cigarette today so far. The air smells different. It is almost crisper. Like a cucumber. I can tell that someone is smoking a cigarette in the truck parked in Ann's driveway. It doesn't make me want one more... it just
Kinda seems to be interrupting the smell of Autumn in the air. We'Ll have to see because only 2 hours and 24 minutes doesn't mean I quit.