Dear Grace,
I woke up to you yelling Ma! Gave you kisses and went to make coffee and warm you a sippy cup of milk. After I gave you your milk I came out front to smoke. Playing on my phone and all of a sudden a bunch of joggers dressed in costume came down the street. Boy did I feel dumb. Here these people are breathing hard to work their bodies and here I am watching them with a cigarette. I put it out and got you instead. They all waved and smiled at you as they ran by. You threw them kisses. This smoking this is really dragging email down
It is a good thing Daddy and I decided that our last cigarettes will be smoked by Tuesday ight. Wish us luck! Hopefully next year it will be us running down the street in costume with much healthier lungs so we can be healthier for ourselves and for you!
Saturday, October 29, 2016
Friday, October 28, 2016
Dear Grace,
Today is Daddy and my 2nd wedding anniversary. We picked today because it was my Mommy's birthday in hopes to make a sad day a happy one. I am missing her very very much today. I am trying to be happy but I have been struggling all week with a sad feeling I just cannot shake. It has just been a long week for us. It started Saturday hen I cried because I felt trapped. Daddy worked two doubles at his job and it was rainy and cold so we didn't do much. All I wanted to do was get out of the house and be babyless for a little while. By the time that came around I was too tired. It built up and built up until Saturday Grandma told me I couldn't use her car. It's her car so I understood but it hurt. Daddy spent time winding down from his two 12 hour shifts... but I sat with you for more time. It's just been a long week. We did get lucky and now we have a car. A Jeep. I have wanted a Jeep sinse I was a teenager! You like the Jeep too because it has lots of windows and you can see everything! It's our Anniversary today... I really want to spend some time with Daddy but we argued alot last night. So now I feel lonely even though you are with me. I cannot wait until you can talk! You are trying very hard and we are very proud of you!
Today is Daddy and my 2nd wedding anniversary. We picked today because it was my Mommy's birthday in hopes to make a sad day a happy one. I am missing her very very much today. I am trying to be happy but I have been struggling all week with a sad feeling I just cannot shake. It has just been a long week for us. It started Saturday hen I cried because I felt trapped. Daddy worked two doubles at his job and it was rainy and cold so we didn't do much. All I wanted to do was get out of the house and be babyless for a little while. By the time that came around I was too tired. It built up and built up until Saturday Grandma told me I couldn't use her car. It's her car so I understood but it hurt. Daddy spent time winding down from his two 12 hour shifts... but I sat with you for more time. It's just been a long week. We did get lucky and now we have a car. A Jeep. I have wanted a Jeep sinse I was a teenager! You like the Jeep too because it has lots of windows and you can see everything! It's our Anniversary today... I really want to spend some time with Daddy but we argued alot last night. So now I feel lonely even though you are with me. I cannot wait until you can talk! You are trying very hard and we are very proud of you!
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